
Sunday, March 6, 2011, 3:46 AM
Happy sweet 16th to me . This shall be the first post of this year on my blog . & my blog is so dead . i guess nobody reads it anyway .
The best birthday celebration this year . Elena planned this surprise on me by telling me they are not free to celebrate it with me . In the end they did (:
Many many things changed . i left him . Again . But my condition is better than what i expected i will be . i still miss him though . Perhaps i'm a little boy crazy over someone else now , but no matter what, he's still there . Little things by him get me hyped up . i want to know how's he doing, is he okay . i want to talk to him normally like nothing has ever happened . But it's so difficult .
People say i'm being foolish . Foolish for letting go of someone who love me so much . But i don't want to be so dependent on anybody . i don't want to get too used to having someone by my side . Who knows, if he/she left one day, i'll be all ruins . i may regret letting go of him now, but it's for my own good right ? i can't be involve in love now . All i do is to break people's heart .
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