idk what's wrong with the world now .
Everything seems to be going wrong .
Emotions are going haywire for me too .
Feel like ,
scream , shouting , crying & biting something .
i lost my freaking bus .
Which makes it difficult hard to talk to people .
My hobby is talking , so now im practically mute .
idontwant to sound like some 80yearold granny .
i wan to sound like a normal 15 year old girl .
GIVE ME BACK MY VOICE LIKE PLEAASE .



i dont want to hide my emotions .
i just want to show it all .
But im afraid .
Of what , idk .
It's just that feeling .
I'm smiling , laughing inside out .
Convincing people i'm fine .
But inside ,
i'm half dead .
It's difficult to fight the urge to cry .
My gawd ..
why does this feel like history repeating itself again .
The feeling , the incident .
Feels so same .
i hope the ending isnt the same .
Really .