i'm lost .
i mean really lost .
So many things suddenly falling on me .
i thought things will be better if i cut YOU off from my life ,
and get back to You .
But in the end ,
i realize .
the results are still the same .
Everything seems to feel the same .
The damage is already done ,
nothing could erase it .
It's like nailing a nail on a wall .
You could remove it , but the scar is already there .

i seem to be getting weaker & weaker .
Can't seem to be holding on like the way i used to .
Letting go of something i should hold on ,
holding on to something i should let go .