Let-thingsbe

Sweet 16th .

2011-03-06T03:46:00.000-08:00

Can't you see ? i'm all hurting inside .

Happy sweet 16th to me . This shall be the first post of this year on my blog . & my blog is so dead . i guess nobody reads it anyway .
The best birthday celebration this year . Elena planned this surprise on me by telling me they are not free to celebrate it with me . In the end they did (:

Many many things changed . i left him . Again . But my condition is better than what i expected i will be . i still miss him though . Perhaps i'm a little boy crazy over someone else now , but no matter what, he's still there . Little things by him get me hyped up . i want to know how's he doing, is he okay . i want to talk to him normally like nothing has ever happened . But it's so difficult .

People say i'm being foolish . Foolish for letting go of someone who love me so much . But i don't want to be so dependent on anybody . i don't want to get too used to having someone by my side . Who knows, if he/she left one day, i'll be all ruins . i may regret letting go of him now, but it's for my own good right ? i can't be involve in love now . All i do is to break people's heart .

imissyou , iloveyou .
You're the one that stayed the longest with me, what if you leave too . i don't think i can deal with the pain again .

Gone .

2010-09-30T03:16:00.000-07:00

Exams are coming . But the mood is not really there . Alot of things on my mind . Hope it gets off soon .
Starting to listen to 8eight's without a heart again . It's that bad .

i just hope i can be stronger . i don'twant to be so weak . idon'twant to break down so often , so badly . idon'twant to cry anymore .

i'm getting tired .
And it's only been 2months .

FML

2010-09-19T08:29:00.000-07:00

Mummy taught me not to lie . But i still do . Who doesn't ?

2010-08-28T04:23:00.000-07:00

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

Went out just now with Rasyid to talk about camp preps .

This few weeks was okay .

Test mania finally over !

But not totally over ,

left with phy & geo .

GAMBATE !

& muhahahaha , i passed my maths tests !

Last friday went to NUS for dance concert .

mygawd ,

they are awesome ~

Shall upload some pictures ~

Shamsul !

-Byeeeeeeeeeeee

i have my limits , don't push me too far .

2010-08-23T07:05:00.000-07:00

i shouldnt be here blogging . i'm suppose to be studying my amaths .
Have to get the good result & shove it into the asshole's face ==
& yeahh , to shut him up for good like please .

JIAYOU ~
5 tests a week , it's killing . But , i'm coping . Oh wait , am i ? i hope so ..

Idk what's with you & your sudden change of attitude . Sometimes i wish , you would stop doing that . Kinda tiring you know ........ Hot & cold they called it .

2010-08-10T05:33:00.000-07:00

And i can't breathe without you , but i have to .

2010-08-08T04:59:00.001-07:00

Life's a piece of contradicting shit .

Hypocrite

2010-08-06T22:02:00.000-07:00

Oh , so how much have you been hiding from me .
So you're the nice person now , & i've become that evil guy .
Maybe what he say is right ,
i should probably tell the whole world what you did .
& maybe they will have second thoughts about you .
Hopefully .
But yet , you'll be hurt .
But yet , perhaps i should be selfish .
Since you probably don't give a damn about anything .

YAY !
School official opening is DONE !
& we did a pretty good job in the ushering & serving of food and drinks .
Went school early in the morning & went crazy with Carlyn .
After that , lunched and changed .
Head for foyer for the ushering .
Ohhmygaaayyy ,
i SAW MY YEO !
UNCLE YEO ~ <3
Gawd , i miss that old man :D
Dhen went to black box for second round of ushering .
But before that , took many pictures , dance around , sang ~
i saw the kiddy side of Julie.Koh !
LOL
& the juniors saw me dancing ==
Usher usher usher ~
Dhen went to hall for serving of dinner
WE DIDN'T DROP A THING ! (Y)
The teachers now owe us a chocolate cake & 2 meals :D
Wahahaahahaha .
Went for Alumni meeting next .
Wooohooo , i finally get to meet that guy ><
Talk talk dhen meeting finish .
Was talking about our future with them & Carlyn .
Sleepy ttm .
So bused home with C .

Alrights , thats all for now ^^
Anywaaayyyyy ,

HAPPY 11TH MONTH ANNI TEEENNNNGG ~

Me love you very much :D

HAPPY 2 YEAR 2 MONTHS WANG YUHENG PARTNER <3

WO AISINI * muaaaaccckkkkks *

2010-07-31T04:17:00.001-07:00

After walking around for sometime . i realized , i'm still standing at that exact same spot when all came crashing down .

2010-07-29T05:57:00.000-07:00

Okaaayyy .
Gonna update my blog since Sihui ask me to ^^

For no reason ,
i'm feeling pretty HIGH now !
It feels like a Friday night now although it's a Thursday ..
Today after school took CCA photos with Jean , Ningyi , Cherry & Shinru .
Dhen met Shaon Sen to study maths !
i finished my AMATHS hw ! :D
& must thanks many many to him & mistika for listening to my whinings & complains about council !
Tried redoing the 2 maths paper once more .
Feel like a fool .
SHIT GARY SNG .
I'M GONNA PROVE U FCUKING WRONG .
IM GONNA ACE THE REST OF THE MATHS PAPER & TELL U

'' IN YOUR FACE ''

Keeping myself a study schedule now .
To make sure i balance studies , dance & council .
Shit council , shit that person that is running it now . You bighead ass . :D

Many many things happening & changing .
Trying to keep myself occupied , so as to not to think too much .
A few breakdowns in a few weeks is not acceptable at all .
Have to keep strong ,
cause the person that is making me feel this way ain't worth it .

Watch your back , you better mean what you say . if i find out you're using her , i'm not gonna let you go off . Ass .

2010-07-19T04:53:00.000-07:00

i'll be over you by tomorrow . But for now . Ohh man .

2010-07-18T05:07:00.000-07:00

When will the 2 of u stop talking to each other i wonder .
You have something to help you move on ,
i have none .
i have no bad memories of you ,
you have .
You have no idea how much i hope you were lying .
But too bad ,
you aint .

2010-07-16T06:59:00.001-07:00

You .

2010-07-16T05:45:00.000-07:00

Sometimes heartbreak is inevitable; when love just isn’t enough to sustain the relationship you have with someone. You’re forced to move on from everything you’ve invested and believed in; from the future you’ll never know, and will never experience, with the one person you want the most.

SHINee's comeback teaser came out .
Dang , i was so shock can .
So far i can only accept Jonghyun & Minho's hair .
The rest .
Key's half shaved ,
Onew's having center parting .
Taemin's hair is long enough to tie a bun .
Awesome or what .

Movie date with Elena wifee was awesome !
But i wasnt at the best of mood .
So wifee bought a whole tub of chocolate mint icecream .
Nearly finished the whole tub in there .
Eclipse was nicee .
Taylor Lautner is still hot .
Hahah ,
my gawd .
ilove my wifee ~
Hohoho ,
she made me tear-less :D

i've learn to move on ,
and trying to move on with life .
But give me some time won't you ?
i can't recover as fast as you can .
i still need you as badly , but
i need to get over you .

2010-07-15T04:29:00.000-07:00

it's hard to keep up a smile when all you want to do is to cry .

idk what's wrong with the world now .
Everything seems to be going wrong .
Emotions are going haywire for me too .
Feel like ,
scream , shouting , crying & biting something .
i lost my freaking bus .
Which makes it difficult hard to talk to people .
My hobby is talking , so now im practically mute .
idontwant to sound like some 80yearold granny .
i wan to sound like a normal 15 year old girl .
GIVE ME BACK MY VOICE LIKE PLEAASE .

i dont want to hide my emotions .
i just want to show it all .
But im afraid .
Of what , idk .
It's just that feeling .
I'm smiling , laughing inside out .
Convincing people i'm fine .
But inside ,
i'm half dead .
It's difficult to fight the urge to cry .
My gawd ..
why does this feel like history repeating itself again .
The feeling , the incident .
Feels so same .
i hope the ending isnt the same .
Really .

2010-07-14T03:57:00.001-07:00

2010-07-13T07:09:00.001-07:00

因为一切 , 都太迟了 .

2010-07-12T04:35:00.000-07:00

The damage is already done .

i'm lost .
i mean really lost .
So many things suddenly falling on me .
i thought things will be better if i cut YOU off from my life ,
and get back to You .
But in the end ,
i realize .
the results are still the same .
Everything seems to feel the same .
The damage is already done ,
nothing could erase it .
It's like nailing a nail on a wall .
You could remove it , but the scar is already there .

i seem to be getting weaker & weaker .
Can't seem to be holding on like the way i used to .
Letting go of something i should hold on ,
holding on to something i should let go .

Tell me what to do .

2010-07-09T06:53:00.000-07:00

i hope i'm not catching a flu or having a fever .
Have been feeling cold throughout & joints aching .
Throat hurts too .

2010-07-08T05:27:00.000-07:00

Miss A's Bad girl , good girl ^^

Seohyun's it's okay even if it hurts

Baek Jiyoung's Over time ,

Time out ,

2010-07-07T07:24:00.000-07:00

i need a break.

i wonder why did i get so affected by you .
Wtf is wrong with me .
Those crazy thoughts about you today ,
disappoint me .
Maybe i should stop having such high hopes for things .

Loveeeee ,

2010-07-05T01:23:00.000-07:00

LEETEUK !

Went out to finish up all my maths homework with the guys .

Manage to finish it all :D

After that pei them go Century Sq see movie ticket .

Was fighting the urget to go inside Comics Connection .

Bus-ed home after that ^^

Going out later with mummy .

Hohooo ,

btw .

Me change phone number alr ~

So just ask me for it okaaayy !

ilove my new phone line very much !

Can't you see ?

No one does ,

2010-07-04T01:16:00.000-07:00

WOOOHOOOOO ~
Okay , i'm a happy kid now .
Cause ,
MUMMY FINALLY ALLOW ME TO CHANGE TO LINE INSTEAD OF PREPAID !
& A NEW PHONEEEE !
Wahahah ,
i'm gonna die a happy kid :D

Anywaayyy ,
i realized im good at influencing people !
i influence Elena to get involved in twitter , tumblr and SHINee :DDDD
& i own her a date .
Hokkaido fair & Eclipse .
We'll get it done soon ^^

Recently Suju had this new song ,
No other .
That song is awesome .
They look cute in there .
Esp Leeteuk !
He looks fregging cuteee thr & when he said :
SARANGHAE !
*aaaaawwww*
-melts-

Byeee :DDD

'We' don't exit anymore . You are one hell of a bullshit . idont hate you anyway .

说好的梦想，只是梦想 .

2010-07-02T05:25:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you have to run away so you can see who will run after you. Sometimes you have to talk quieter, just to see who’s actually listening. Sometimes you have to take a step back, just to see who’s still standing by your side. Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision, just to see who’s there when it all falls down. Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love, just to see if they love you enough to come back.

Firstly ,
HAPPY ANNI ELENA WIFEEEE <3>late this few days ..
So feel kinda sleepy during lessons .
Timetable is kinda screwed too .
Looking even pale-er this few days .
i look like a ghost for fish sake .

Yesterday was awesome (but you become a bastard & ruin things for me) .
Went studio to record some stuffs with Evang , Poon , Marcus & Justin .
Felt like an extra over there .
LOL

Today went dancing with Jean .
After that went to find Elena .
Supposedly to watch Eclipse ,
but the timing didnt meet ):
Thanks alot mummy .
So went eat Popeyes instead .
Went to Comics Connection .
Had an super enjoyable time in the there .
Wifee went crazy over her YOONA ,
while i live in my world of ONEW , LZX , HYUN JOONG & SHINee ~

Also went to TM .
Saw sihui , dexter , wenhao & shihau .
Talk with them for awhile dhen went our own ways ~

Lastly ,
i would like to say
Thankyou very much Evangeline , Amelia.T , Sihui , Elida , Jean and of course . Elena .
You 4 girls make life so much more easier for me to live .
Esp today .
Today was probably the worst day i had in this week .
Hope didnt scared dao Evang , Amelia.T & Sihui when i just cry in class today .
><

~~Perhaps , maybe , i guess , idontknow , i think . i'm in love with you .~~

i really dontknow how to face you . it hurts to even look at you .

Without a heart , not feeling the pain .

2010-06-30T05:16:00.000-07:00

if i said that i'm in pain , i'm scared that i'll really feel pain .
if i said that i'm sad , i'm scared that the tears will fall .
i'm without a heart ,
i have no heart .
i should not be feeling this pain ♥

-8eight , Without a Heart .

~~it was a mistake . i regretted . i'm sorry . i feel terrible , yet you probably don't know a thing .~~

stay ,

2010-06-23T05:50:00.000-07:00

Leadership course was awesome .
very sure that everyone learnt alot alot alot .
Keke , i do not need anymore evidence ^^
& i know im slow okaayyy !
All say me brain lag ,
Gimme the transparent jam cause you want my head to be clear so wont lag .
Stuuuupiiiddd !
i'm not 慢三拍 !

Anywaayyy .
Had a chance of planning a mock camp .
Learnt alot :D
Esp on campfire planning .
Me & Carlyn had a chance on doing that .
Although we went totally bersek when finding a nice spot for it .
Had to teach the others about P.E.E.P today .
Lucky i remembered it all .
Okay , not all .
Forgotten what's the first P & E .
Everyone laughed ==

The last activity was kinda emotional .
We made Eunice cry .
Made some of us had watery eyes too . LOL
After that had a so-called performing arts meeting . Lols .
i have a feeling im gonna look stupid during Arts Fest week .
Shit .

Right !
Shall end here ^^

2010-06-20T06:13:00.001-07:00

i think im getting minor heat rash . Oh shit .

2010-06-20T05:58:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was plain awesome !
Went cycling with Peishi , Marcus and Seet .
Wanted to continue with the learning of my cycling ,
in the end bike all the way to Pasir ris park and back to Sunplaza park
So didnt really learn much .
LOL
But had an enjoyable screaming time ^^

New timetable is out .
i have to say , it's pretty shitty .
Esp with the change of teachers .
Im gonna miss Mr goh & Ms Rafidah .
i need their notes like pretty badly .

2010-06-14T06:50:00.000-07:00

Today was awesome ^^
Went to kfc & do homework with the guys .
In the end , didnt do much though .
Cause Zichang & Hanli end up playing with their cards also . LOL

郭静 - 嫁妆
(This song should be dedicated to my Elena wifeee)

不过问 - 郭采洁

郭静 - 聊天

Breathe .

2010-06-13T05:58:00.001-07:00

No matter what was said , done , promised , planned . It didnt matter anymore . Nothing will change , all stay status quo . i can't seem to catch up or slow down .

Tell me Goodbye ,

2010-06-12T07:09:00.000-07:00

Went out with Elena wifee just now to Tamp library .
Didnt even read thru much books .
We just sat there on the staircase & badmouth some people . (LOL)
Dinnered at T1 .
Home :D
Ages since the 2 of us sat down & talked .
Hoho .

imiss my girls .
Sighs ,

♥

2010-06-10T07:11:00.000-07:00

iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou
iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou
iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou

iloveyou ,
WANG YUHENG !

Happy 1year11th anni !
Aisini lahhs :D

?

2010-06-10T05:21:00.000-07:00

(he's just that plain awesome ^^)

Went to learn cycling ytd .
Not a success ==
So gonna continue again tmr with Evangeline , Marcus , Dexter , Shihau & Wenhao .
Hope i dun fall again . [Thanks to that SOMEBODY]

Recently addicted to Tumblr ,
having the idea to switch to Tumblr for the time .

Yohohoho ,
MERRY CHRISTMAS ! :D

2010-06-08T03:35:00.000-07:00

“We can be so perfect.”
SS501 - Love Ya

idontcare,

2010-06-08T00:17:00.001-07:00

Asking myself , what's the point ?

Shitzxc , i haven start on my homework .
& i haven go find Mr Sng yet .
i wanna go jogging tonight !
Please please ,
good weather ~

Unspoken words ,

2010-06-05T01:30:00.001-07:00

(screw you, ihateyou. For turning my life upside down.)

16th SLC ended !
(who are we uh we uh we ?! 16th 16th SLC !)
Awww , i'll miss those times badly & those awesome XAPIAN people :
Hazel , Rachel , Vivian , Wendy , Rena , Kangwei , Lestor , Alvin , Henry , Keith & Keven !
Yesterday's grand finale was AWESOME !
Fregging high high high !
A little bit like Sec1's campfire .
Dance & sang like crazy ^^
The ending was saaaddd !
The OTs were crying .
Esp Kangming . *Awwww , dun cry !*
Compared to the community & network meetings , that was so much much more better .
Those meetings were complete hell .
Had mini MSN-note passing session with Hazel & Kangwei :D

After SLC , bus to Plaza sing for dinner with YCI .
At first say Just asia , in the end went food court instead ==
Lols .
Went home first ,
cause mummy call & kp .
Wth , all of us were having fun you know !
Trained+bus home .

Mummy's back from Thailand .
She bought new schoolbag .

Dang , book fair is gone .
i cant go .
Thanks very much bytch .

-My hyun joong , as hot as always ^^

Second chance came & went ,

2010-06-03T06:26:00.000-07:00

SLC today was boring !
Meetings throughout .
Gawd , nearly fell asleep .
Was smsing throughout (thanks hazel !)

During the network meeting ,
had 'MSN' session with the notepad with Hazel & Kangming .
Fregging fun ~
Gonna be de crazy ghost in tmr's grand finale ^^

Mummy's coming home at midnight today .

Sometimes you've gotta act like you don't care . That's the only way guys will learn .

`All i ever Wanted,

2010-06-02T04:16:00.000-07:00

Busy week .
But its still not the end .
Mon wen to zoo with Yuheng& co. cause got the foreign students stuff .
After that went to Aloha Loyang for chalet ^^
Didnt do much lahhs .
Sherman's grandpa sent us to PasirRis inter dhen Daddy bike me home :D

Woke up early in the morning & train+bus to HwaChong Institution with Zhiwei & Zongze .
Seri didnt turn up :O
Omg , ilove their Tee-shirt :D
Had my palm print on it too , credits to Kang wei for painting my hand . LOL
Train+bus to chalet again !
Lucky this time have Peishi , Wenhao & Poon pei me ^^
Came out to cook the prawns ~
ilove the prawns de most ~
Bused home .

Today went for CIP .
Door to door requesting for old stuffs .
Dhen rush to school for broadcasting course .
Went home with Dylan & Shaon .

You know what ,
idontcare .
당신 덕분에 , 난 울었다 ,
난 니가 싫어 .

♥

2010-06-02T03:59:00.000-07:00

For Elena wifeee ,

Happy one year & 2 months anni ♥
Thank you Mrs.Craziness ! :D
8th June movie ~

약속 !

我假装不在意 , 反而痛了自己

2010-05-29T03:46:00.001-07:00

Addicted to this song ,
Enjoy ^^

The lyrics are awesome too :D

告诉你瞒着你只不过是个决定
放弃你忘记你只怕我无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你，越靠近你，越犹豫

明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理幸福在手里
我恨自己无能为力

明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意反而痛了自己
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

告诉你瞒着你只不过是个决定
但为何到如今我依然无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你越靠近你越犹豫

明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理幸福在手里
我恨自己无能为力

明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意反而痛了自己
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

明知道我爱你
假装不在意
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道真的没关系

2010-05-27T05:14:00.000-07:00

Got back MYE results . Heck , its shitty . 3 C5s == Class position was the probably the most . The lowest and furthest i ever got . Like what they sae , there's always a first time for everthing . Hopefully , it will be the last . Anyway , after school went to Yoshinoya with Sihui , Evangeline , Oscar & Poon for lunch . Dhen the 2 siaozabor went my house . No idea why & how , they can go crazy in my empty house . Over a fan . Probably i wasnt in the mood to laugh along . Showed them twitter & all . Once again , Evangeline went crazy over her SIWON . (LOL) They went back at 3.30 . Went back to school for PTC . Heh , lucky TSG didnt sabo me ^^ Went to library afterwards . SUSHI FOR DINNER ! This week was fregging tiring . Had the urge to continue sleeping ~ Had windsurfing this week too . Watched them from the shore . Played with the water ^^ So fun :D g< Went to St.Hilda's Sec to watch their Council Investiture Heck , they have bad hospitality . Invite guests might as well don't invite . Ignore you the . LOL .

Wonder Girls - 2 Different Tears (English)

gave me 2 different tears
after all these years
tears of joy, tears of pain
like sunshine and rain
so I hate you..
so I love you…
so I hate you…
so I love you… I’m tryna figure out how to move on with my life without you by my side wakin up with teary eyes, I can’t do this no more, gotta erase you now so I think of all the pain you’ve given me
try to look at all the damage you’ve done to me no matter how hard I try,
I just can’t figure out why I keep thinking bout how sweet you used to be gave me 2 different tears
after all these years
tears of joy, tears of pain
like sunshine and rain
so I hate you
(but the love you gave me was so so good)
so I love you
(but the pain you gave me was so so bad) I’m cryin over you, still what does this mean?
do I still want you back in my life?
after all these painful things you’ve done to me
why is it so hard to realize? so I think of all the pain you’ve given me
try to look at all the damage you’ve done to me but the harder that I fight,
you come closer in my sight,
and I’m thinking of how sweet it could have been, oh no~ gave me 2 different tears
after all these years
tears of joy, tears of pain
like sunshine and rain
so I hate you
(but the love you gave me was so so good)
so I love you
(but the pain you gave me was so so bad) (uh~)
(c’mere boy) (uh~) why do I still feel this way
when I know there’s nothing left to say
shouldn’t be(?) but I loved you in the first place
wanna erase you without a trace
try to tell myself that I need to hate you
with the pain that you put me thorough
but ah…
that’s the reason why I still miss you no matter how hard I try gave me 2 different tears (you gave me~)
after all these years (years, yeah)
tears of joy, tears of pain (pain!)
like sunshine and rain
so I hate you
(but the love you gave me was so so good)
so I love you
(but the pain you gave me was so so bad) gave me 2 different tears
after all these years
tears of joy, tears of pain
like sunshine and rain
so I hate you
(but the love you gave me was so so good)
so I love you
(but the pain you gave me was so so bad)~

Gawd , i love this song ~

One last video ,
Its fregging hot siaaaa !

Tell me , why must they be so hot ?

-Really , im not angry .

2010-05-21T06:11:00.000-07:00

Yay !
i got back my results alr .
Not as bad as i thought . Although i just pass my phy & bio .
But , oh well . I expect both of them to flunk . So yeahhs .
Me & Evangeline were fregging happy :D

Anywaaayyy .
Went to Evangeline's house just now .
Thank you very much lo .
Turned into frozen pork . Her aircon so cold ==

Yesterday had drama show also !
Gawd ,
hilarious ^^
All the vulgarities came spewing out .
Walked home :D

I made wifee cried ytd ! ><
Thanks to these vid :

i nearly cried too ><

This was probably the worst .

Idk why . Suddenly started listening to LZX's old songs . Somemore all emo de ><

But these pulled me baaack ~

True colours ,

2010-05-18T21:28:00.000-07:00

Wearing a mask all the time ,
it's suffocating .

APC ytd wasn't really an exact success .
Bumps here & there .
But oh well , what do you expect .
Had to be done during exam period & its our first time .
But i love the sweet , sticky & dirty mess at the same time :D
Its btr the Sec4s don't know anything about it ^^

Having dance later .
I don't want to go ~
My bones are going to break ==

You cant make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please dont waste my time, time, time, time, time
Im not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one ~

Ain't it any longer ,

2010-05-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

(Superstar , where are You ? )

I'm baaaaaccckkkk !
Gee , what's wrong with mummy .
Its once in a lifetime that i'm late home .
ITS AFTER EXAMS !!

Anywaayy ,
movie was AWESOME !
Keep laughing away ~
Was raping Evangeline throughout the whole movie ><
Both Evangeline & Wenhao had to shut me up . LOL
After movie went Pasir Ris park .
Took pics with Evan ~
Dhen bused to White Sands for dinner .

Wanted to buy that SHINee handphone strap & file from comics connection .
But had to control the temptation !
Bleah .
Bused home with Rasheed , Wenhao & Mandric .
Lols , they so noisy :D

They 3 so sweet ,
send me home & also got me a scolding from my mum ><

Photos all with Evangeline .

-Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2010-05-16T20:16:00.000-07:00

Yay !
Going movies later on with Evangeline , Sihui , Marcus , Wenhao , Dexter & Hanli !
Our last stop would be Pasir Ris park ~
Hope that they will want to go . LOL
Anywaayyy ,
ytd had family dinner .
I was drenched , cause the roof was leaking ==
That's all i guess .
Shit , getting into the holiday mood !
Today is Monday ,
but keep having the feeling that its a Sunday ~

Don't care lahhs .
Results coming out on Thur .
Fingers cross :D

-Byeeee

Bullet-proof ,

2010-05-16T02:04:00.000-07:00

罗志祥

Onew

Kekeke , i'm going boy-crazy thanks to the 2 of them ><
Yesterday was fun .
Went shopping with the other student leaders for APC .
Got seriously tempted by all the selection of icecream and chocolates at Giant :D
Cab home with Marcus , Jiachen & Wenhao ^^

i've finally watched finished Spirited Away !
Currently watching SHINee's Hello Baby .
After that , either going on to Iris or HPTX again .
LOL

-Byeeeeee

2010-05-14T21:17:00.001-07:00

Why don't you ever learn ?
Repeated for times , you never took it real .
Afraid of getting disappointed again & again , that's why i remained quiet .
Why ?
Wanted to much to spit things out to you .
But can't seem to open my mouth .
Why can't we see .

Show me ,

2010-05-14T03:20:00.000-07:00

Planning to have payback . But can't seem to start on it . That soft spot for you sucks .

Dreams , like bubbles .

2010-05-13T21:51:00.000-07:00

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO !
Exams are over ~
but midyear results are going to be like shit .
Eng : Middle
Chi : Middle
Emaths : Middle
Amaths : Better dhen middle
Chem : Middle
Bio : Piece of shit
Phy : Piece of shit
Geo : Piece of shit
SS : Middle

See ? Midyear result are going to be fugly !

After phy had destress session . Went to eat munchies at Popeyes with Evangeline & Sihui .
Dhen walked around at TM .
i had practically lost my mind the past few days . Cramp with studies .
Going to post some videos ^^

SHE's 爱就对了 . The video is kinda stupid . But the main point is the LYRICS ^^

总是要流一些滚烫热泪
才能换来对爱的体会
你看时间没有毁灭
心也没有碎
其他的就交时间解决
你当然可以重新再爱
受过伤的感动怎样爱与被爱

多余
反正你有他的回忆
有空白回忆
离开你的只有他但是爱还在
但是爱还在

听我说
爱是对的
错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人
而爱错人

可是
爱就对了
遇到下一个
爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是我的

我当然经历过你现在的感受
我想那是人必经的折磨
也许每个人都该是某个人成长的助手
受一点苦痛
帮助她成熟

听我说
爱是对的
错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人
而爱错人

可是
爱就对了
遇到下一个
爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是我的

别探听他的线索
别等待他会回头
爱不喜欢看人软弱
别继续把心封锁
别躲在伤心里头

爱万一来了别错过

爱是对的
错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人
而爱错人

可是

爱就对了
遇到下一个
爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是我的

听我说
爱是对的
错的是别人自以为的爱
才会有爱人又伤害爱人

可是

爱就对了
爱了就值得
爱就能懂得
健身当快乐
爱就对了

Gummy's As a Man . Take a look at the lyrics too ^^ (& KIM HYUN JOONG)

SuperJunior's Bonamana

You know what ? Its payback time . You'll never learn . Why ?

-Byeeeee

在舍不得之前，放手 .

Gawd .

2010-05-03T04:54:00.000-07:00

Things are going much haywire for the past few days ,
hope that above pic will do something . LOL

Anyway ,
went to library with Evangeline , XinLan and Wenhao today to study ^^
Gawd , suuuuuper fun siaaa .
Cause we chosed the reference section .
So gotta be as quiet as a mice .
Jialat siaaa ,
we 4 soo noisy .
Dhen keep laughing .
Esp me .
LOL .

Anyway .
That's all .

ps/ wenhao : I'LL BEAT YOUR HIGHSCORE ONE DAY . U WAIT .

Be smart .

2010-05-02T03:18:00.000-07:00

Chaotic days .
Things seem to be changing rapidly .
Idk why , i'm suppose to be studying .
but all im doing is watch Spirited Away (this show is AWESOME) , twitter , talk on msn and playing .
Was studying till 2am ytd .
Cause i couldnt study in the day .
Gawd , since when i become an owl ==
Hope i dun end up looking like a ghost when school reopens .

Omg , recently .
Daddy spotted this phone for me !
GOT PURPLE COLOUR SOMEMORE !!!!
Nokia 6700 slide .
Freaking awesome .
There's pink too ^^

Chio right !
Which is nicer btw ?
Haha ,
hope mummy lemme change phone !
*prays*

2010-04-30T22:05:00.000-07:00

Carnival Day 2010 was AWESOME !
Emcee was okaayy .
After that drift over to my class's Atomic Water Bomb .
Didnt really wanted to get involve to stay dry .
But in the failed .
Join in also .
POON BULLY ME !
Pour 2 buckets of water on me when i wasnt noticing ==
Hahah , but fun nehhs !
So shiok :D

Keep going to toilet and top up the buckets .
This month's water bill for our school is confirm to be sky highhh !
Thanks to our class and 3e4 .
3e4's class was high too !
Their dunking machine :O

Anywayy ,
after Carnival Day had Speech Day .
Was fun working with my juniors ^^
Ushered , and serve food .
Kinda clumsy when serving food .
After that clean up the canteen .
Gawd , the VIP all so wasteful the .
The food some never even touch .
Esp the dessert .

Ohh btww , SCHOOL GOT RATS !
Saw 2 or something liddat .
But kinda cute lehhs ><
Reached home suuuper shag .
Legs aching like hell .
Realized that was standing throughout the whole day .
Didnt really sit down and rest .
But yeahs , it was worth it .

At night talked to Deaar ♥
Ages since i talked to him for hours ><
From 9+/10+ to 11 .
Heheh , he keep making me laugh . LOL
i guess , after yesterday night .
Things seemed to get better .
Hopefully , it will stay that way forever .
Dear , stay strong during this period uhhs ! :D
iloveyou

-Byeeeeeeeeee

如果超人不会飞 ,

2010-04-29T04:31:00.000-07:00

(i think i might need one of these now . Just to get my emotion stable .)

Gawwwd ~ Tmr's Carnival Day !
Scared that i will screw things up tmr . First time doing such a big event . Ohh well , experiences .

Stayed back today to celebrate Sihui's birthday ! Brought her the cake . The cake turn out awesome :D Then went for council meeting ! But was slacking all the way so went to 3e3 and play Wenhao's itouch and playing their class the games .
Hahah , they lousy . All cannot get 10points the . LOL . I can lehhs ! :D

After that went home ^^

-TataYoung's Burning Out .
Recommended by Evangeline ♥ Gamsiaaa lahhs qin ai de ! Keep lending me itouch >< Shit sehh , this few days hooked to itouch le . Hehehe

-Byeeeee

Burning out .

2010-04-28T03:58:00.000-07:00

Omg ,
Recently addicted to Tata Young's Burning Out .
Daddy's lappie is kinda crazy , so can't post the video .
But posting the lyrics :

I don't wanna take a step back
But I'm running on emptiness
We're just no longer on the same track
And it's killing me in every way

You take me in; shut me out, you're breaking me down
Tell me that I'm the one,
but I see through your lies
It's all misleading, you keep me bleeding
It's like I'm burning out, burning out
You're making me feel so alone

Baby just let me let go
Cuz I just can't escape your ghost
The fire you started once is now
Burning out, burning out
I'm burning out, burning out
I just fade away
We're burning out, burning out
We keep on burning out, burning out

I can't find myself leaving
And it hurts with every breath I take
That I will never know the feeling
Of you loving me the same way

Have you ever even noticed
All the pain when you look into my eyes
Tell me, have you ever even thought about
that I'm, I'm burning, I'm burning out

Okaayyy , daddy's lappie is dying due to low batt soon .
Byeeee !

Ohhh btw , Fri im emcee for Carnival Day ! Must support me hor !! Hahaha :D
Today's rehersal was kinda like shiitt .
ah-Teng make me laugh and smileeee ! Haha ,
Peishi , Wenhao and Jinson was with me also . Did my maths homework .
Thaaannnks Wenhao tutor . LOL .
And thank you for your ipod touch also . LOL ><

-Byeee

2010-04-27T07:03:00.001-07:00

This few days' mood has been rather unstable .
Have to thank my friends for standing by and tolerating everything .

Firstly ,
Thank you Rasyid and Benjamin ! Thanks for the counseling talk during the meeting . Kinda make me 看开一点 ^^ I'll get over that awful feeling :D
Secondly ,
Thanks Sihui heartless the ! Cried on the phone suddenly maybe scared dao u abit ><
Thirdly ,
Thannks Wenhao ! For teaching me maths and cheering me up . Haha
Fourthly ,
Thanks Jana ! For cheering me up and 'analyse' stuffs for me . haha
Fifthly ,
Thanks Mistika ! For giving me your cookie when you saw me like sad liddat ^^
Sixthly ,
Thanks Paul ! You totally make me smileeee ! Hahha and for cheering me up :D
Seventhly ,
Thanks to those who totally cheer me up :D Love you people !

Last but not least ,
Elena and Evangeline ! The 2 Es make me see things like always , and standing by meeee ! Hahah .
Esp Evangeline ,
Babe , serious can't thank you enough . Esp today , your help make me go crazyy the whole afternoon :D Sorry for letting you puttng up with my mood swings . I know , at times i was like cold to you or something . But you just continue and stood there for me ^^
i love my 2 Es !

Oohhh ! i forgotten about POON ! Hahah , thanks AH POON ! You also cheered me up and talk to me about things . i'll consider about what you and Evangeline said . But trust me , i'll hold you ^^

As for Elena , woman ! Cheer up yeahhs ? Things will get better :D

Right , exams starting tmr ! Gambate !!

-Nights people

Awesomeee :D

2010-04-24T01:27:00.000-07:00

Today was greeaaaat ! :D

Woke up early in the morning for TPJC .

Met Marcus at my house bus stop and bused together thr ^^

Saw Wenhao , Atikah , Justin.G and Hannah too .

So went inside tgt .

That place was super hot .

Sweat like hell while unpacking all the fruits .

The bananas was gross can .

Their skin was all slimy ><

And its hot bananas too . LOL

After that , too hot .

So went to find MsTan for her cap :D

Feel so much better .

Dhen go around walking .

I BOUGHT LUMINOUS STICKS :D

Yay ! Gonna play with it tonight ^^

Went serving food with Amelia.C

Oscar played piano again !

Dhen some of us just stand there and listen . Lol

After everything , went T1 to buy AuntieAnne .

Walked home .

Had an awesome day today , let's hope my cheer for it will last .

That's all ^^

-Byeeee

2010-04-23T02:09:00.000-07:00

This week finally has come to an end . Kind of like the most tiring week i have this year so far . But yeah , kinda fun .

Or should i say , this week is more like a emotion roller coaster ride ? Ups and downs eveywhere . I'm getting all tensed up due to personal matters and of course studies .
Did super badly for Bio too , and didn't do really well for Chem test too . The revision paper that Mr Sng gave us to me was like difficult . The school is setting me a mean agg of 3.3 . Considered low for our class . But oh well , gotta accept this fact . I'm lagging behind everything . 3.3's my standard anyway . Mr Sng said before , do our own pace , if can't follow the E1 pace , dhen why bother ? I've gotta buck up and stop using com . This addiction is killing me . Starting my studying sessions soon . Gambate ^^

Today was fun !
Had Carnival Day rehersal . Glad to be part in the emcee thing . Had the chance to be high and crazy without any worries . Though it was just rehersal , went so crazy that even Mr.Hafiz said i'm crazy :D

Right , shall end here .

-i'll survive well . i'll buck up . i'll do anything , to get the past things back .

我害怕变化 , 你不会走的对吗 .

2010-04-19T05:40:00.001-07:00

(Dream as if you'll live forever , Live as if you'll die tomorrow)

Right . Ages since i update my blog .
Nothing much happen this few days .
Sports day was awesome !
Pretty much thanks to Dylan :D
Haha , his running didn't went to waste .
At night of Fri had Performing arts camp .
Till Sat .
Was suuuuper fun !
Hahah
Danceeeeee <3>

It's a crime , to notice you .

2010-04-11T01:12:00.000-07:00

♥

2010-04-09T07:28:00.000-07:00

Happy anni to my Loveeeees ; Sihui and Yuheng :D

i dun like my new sitting arrangement !

i want the slanted area back !

i want sit and crap with Evangeline , Amelia.T , Ee Hong , JiaChen and Kenny !

The new arrangement like so hard liddat .

See the slides so xin ku also ><

Feel so weird , the surroundings all quiet people .

Only Oscar lahhs , he so noisy :x

Hahah .

Sihui now sit beside me !

Anywaaaayyy ,

this week's test mania ending soon .

But next week's coming soon ):

Jiaaayouuuu !

-Byeeeeeeeeee

Ps. i like the way you're everything i wanted

♥

谁说的眼看不见就能忘记了 ♥

2010-04-06T03:59:00.000-07:00

放不下你坏了生活我故意视而不见

Didnt come school today ,
cause tummy pain until buay tahan ><
Thaannks Sihui for taking my homework
and Evangeline for helping me take notes for SS :D

Stayed home and studied ^^
Don't like my diet now .
Must eat bland food .. ==
By2 have new album le !
The songs are niceeeeee <3

Shall end here and cont studying .
Byeeeeeee !

- 爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂

任由爱深刻你表情埋葬所有情话

2010-04-04T06:35:00.001-07:00

Exactly . Fed up over maths . To the hell with Gary Sng for not telling us when's the goddam maths tests . 2 of it to be exact .
Tests week is here ! Breaking down moment coming i guess . Should have prepare for it better !
Gonna have nightmares of Properties of Circles , Indices , Discriminant , Congruence and Similarity chasing after me tonight ><
Jiaaayoooouuu !

Today's trip was awesome !
Esp on the way home !
Hahah , only 3e1'10 people who went knows whyy ^^
Perhaps this trip kind of bond us or something .
But in other words , awesome :D
Oooooohh !
i touched a Starfish !
Slimy , creepy . But niceeee ^^
Hahah
And oh yeah .
i didnt get any sea sickness (:
i wanna sit on ferry again .
Hohoho

Okaaayyyy .
Shall end here now .
Chiong for Maths tests !
Jiaaayouuuu !
HUAT AHHS

2010-04-03T03:12:00.000-07:00

Happy One Year anni Elena wifeeeeee ♥
Everything that i want to say is in the letter :D
Hahah , iloveyou Mrs.Craziness :D

Why are you pulling me back , just like Gravity ♥

2010-04-03T02:53:00.000-07:00

Today is plain awesomeness ^^
Went to meet Elena wifee at the library .
Borrowed books , crap , passed her her letter .
Went shopping with her at TM
Bought my hair accessories ,
cause after i cut my hair (Yes , i cut my hair) it needs new stuff so it doesnt look weird :D

Tmr going Pulau Semakau !
Ohhh yeaaahhh ~
Looking forward ^^
But headach-ing over what to wear . LOL
Have to wake up at 4+ ):
Cause meeting people at 5.45 .
After trip meeting A.♥

Right shall end hereeeeee ^^

(Everytime when i'm ready to leave , always seem to me pulling in the wrong direction .
Why are you pulling me back , pulling me in . Just like gravity .)

-No , i don't want to understand . I don't want to read deep into my heart . Cause i don't want to see you right in the middle of my heart .

2010-03-30T03:54:00.000-07:00

To that person who post on my blog :
Cheh ! U got time celebrate with me mehhs ? Hahaha . I wan qing zhu also ^^ And hor , my blog so nicee uhhs ? Let u spam .. Spam somemore next time ! LOL !

Anywwaaayyy ,
this week has been suuuppeeeerrr tiring .
Have the urge to fall asleep during lessons badly .
Tmr having oral ~
Dieeeeeee !

Alright , i wan watch tv alr !
Cruel Temptation LAST EP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Byeeeee

sian

2010-03-29T05:32:00.000-07:00

wah..this owner hor..nv update her blog de..still dare to say me nv update everytime...like she always update like tat..=P

eh ur results not bad eh..LOL...grats hor...but then u 75 jiu happy liao arh..LOL..u jiayou hor..LOL...

argh i'm so bored tat i can go to other ppl blog to post and spam them..LOL..GAH! LIMSHILI...we nv celebrate ani de leh..y arh...u tell me reason faster!!LOL

2010-03-26T02:24:00.001-07:00

(Credits to Evangeline qin ai di <3)

Okaayy .
Maybe results are not as shitty as i thought .
But with only 2 A , its quite bad . Considering the rest are all Bs and Cs .
I'm quite nice to show people my results :D
Eng:55.5
Chi:63.5
Amaths: 75.5 ( !!!!!!!!!!!!!! )
Emaths: 67.5
Bio : 72.5
Chem : 59.5
Phy : 69
SSG : 58

Super happy with my amaths result . And yeahhs , i admit . I'm the freak who does btr in Amaths than Emaths okaay !
My language is getting seriously worse :x As for Bio , pleased , not happy == Pissed ovr Chem .

Stayed back after school with Jean to danceee ! Was fun :D Halfway went down to canteen to eat . Went back at 3+

Gaaawwwwwddd , i'm super tired ><>

2010-03-25T04:53:00.001-07:00

Okaayyy . Maybe not that happy . But overall , today and ytd i was pretty HIGH ! People have been saying that these few days . Getting crazier and crazier ~

Oh shiiiiiittt ! Getting back report card tmr .
I just can't wait to see it (With hints of sacarsm)
Results are going to be like shit . Mummy is going to start nagging again .
Chemistry results are so going to ugly . Sighs ~

Dance ytd was awesome !
Still can't catch up with the later part ><
Look pretty like an idiot . Keke

Today's bio practical was fun ! But kinda gross at the same time :x
Put chicken liver into hydrogen perocide .
The reaction was WOW .
Cause got alot of froth .
Dhen me and Amanda chua tio . Hahah
Gross x 100000000000000000000000

-Byeeeeeee

*Why do i feel , we're going further and further . Our topics seem to get lesser ?

2010-03-22T07:12:00.000-07:00

(You always seem to leave a mess after you 'visit' . This time , i'll make sure you don't . Please , i'm begging you . Don't ruin it . )

Today hasn't been actually a great day .
Many things happen .
But im glad things are solve .
Thaaannnnks Elena wifeee for helping me see through things ^^
Thaaannnnks PeiShi and ChongTeng for cheering me after school ^^

New school is alright .
Classroom is keeeewwwwl .
Cause we tilt our tables , dhen like super close to each other .
Me , JiaChen and Ee Hong are planning to cheat tgt with tht arrangements :D
Kekekekeke
Can't seem to find the toilets ,
ecpt for those on my floor .
How 'nice' of them to lock the toilets up .

Right ,
shall end here now .

-Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2010-03-21T02:14:00.001-07:00

Getting addicted to this song ~ Run devil run

2010-03-20T05:33:00.001-07:00

(How do you love someone without tripping on the past)

Today was awesome !
Went to XinLan's house to do project .
Her house is WOW ^^
Blast music in her dad's room :D
Finished my maths homework with Sihui .
Called Macdelivery .
Gaaaawwwwd ,
had some suuuper lao kui moments with the opertater :x

Mrt home with Sihui and Evangeline ^^

Mdm Soo !

Me , Sihui and Evangeline ;D

2010-03-19T06:03:00.000-07:00

Me and Elena wifeeeeee = Mr & Mrs Craziness ♥

2010-03-19T03:58:00.000-07:00

I'm sick ):
Down with a horrible flu .

Today new school had opening ceremony .
Went there early for cheerleading :D
Saw many primary teachers ,
like my beloved Mdm Soo and Mdm Jalela ^^
Stood outside the school like a fool for half hour before they called us in to take a break .

After that , cheered !
Went crazy with Weiyee siao siao de (:
Dhen went to school hall .
Toured the new school .
We can't cross over to TPS ,
if we did , it's known as TRESPASSING .
Chem lab looks awesome .
Classroom is BIG !
Weeeeee ~

After that went yoshinoya to lunch .
Went back school for dance .
Kinda horrible ,
i couldnt catch up T.T
Felt like a fool .
New music room is okaay ,
just wish it can be a little bit bigger .

Right , shall end here .

Me and elena wifee are currently hook to this song ^^

2010-03-18T07:17:00.000-07:00

Went to food fair just now .
Keep eating ><
Gonna dance away all the extra calories added tmr :D
New dance room tmr !!
Bar work ~

Speechless now .

-Byeeeeeeeeeeee

Don't you leave , cause i know all i need is on the other side of the door ♥
i love you ^^

2010-03-17T06:16:00.000-07:00

i guess , it's time for me to be happy . Ever since , she told me whatever it's all about you . Jerk .

Right !
Hols are ending soon .
But my homework ain't ending .
Sighs .
Mountain ~

Today was an awesome day . (At some point, it wasnt .)
Shalln't elaborate :D
Student leadership workshop finally ended .
Weeets ~
Hope we don't meet again .
For some people .
I want to see Mabel , Azmi(buttecup!) , Barry , Janice again ~

Shall end here .

-Byeeeeeeeeeeee

(ps/ it's hurtful , you idiot)

Hypocrisy .

2010-03-15T05:14:00.000-07:00

Sometimes , i tell myself . All of those that happen was just a bad dream . I'll wake up one day . Yes i will .

Today went to PasirRis Sec for Leadership Challenge Workshop .
Yixian erzi tompang me there , hehe
The course was okay ,
didnt really make me sleep as much .
Only after lunch time ,
SLEEPY .

Endure till 5pm .
The last task given to us by Martin was horrible .
We managed to think of the solution after the activity ended .
Sighs .
Nvrmind .
Gonna work harder on Wed ^^

Right .
Something awesomely sweeeeet now :D
My qin ai de Evangeline did it for me when i'm like doooowwwwwnnnnnn
Ain't she sweeeeeeet ~
Hahaha ,
evangeline says:
*KK WAIT ARHS
*<<>
*HE SEND ME THIS PHOTO WHEN I TOLD HIM YOU SAD EHS
*SO KIND HORH HE
♥ShiLi | Kiyoko 별 , i'm going crazy . says:
*AWWWWWWW
*OMG !!!!!!!
evangeline says:
*<<>
*SO GOOD HORHS
*c larhs so good husband.. so jealous...

Ohhhh btwaaaaayyyy . Due to people's large reaction over the previous post . Lemme change it . I miss everyone ~ (But i miss A and of course , those names under ALL MY LOVEEE moreeeeeeee . And of course SAMANTHA , my dearest cousin)
Okay , now all happy le righhht ?
Awesome !
Let's end this post .

-Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^

2010-03-13T23:15:00.000-08:00

爱究竟伤了谁救了谁

流泪的流泪欣慰的欣慰

爱究竟有多累有多美

伤悲的伤悲能绝对

Heeeyyy people !

I'm loving the weather more and more this few days . Rain rain rain rain !

Have been quite a siaogina this few days . Did most of homework alr ^^ TYS are tough . Gonna attack maths the last .

Currently laughing with the convo with Evangeline .

ShiLi (Sometimes i cry so hard from pleading , are those tears worth of everything) says:
go gaga ovr lzx
evangeline says:
HAHAHA I GO GAGA OVER SIWON !!!
ShiLi (Sometimes i cry so hard from pleading , are those tears worth of everything) says:
LOL
ShiLi (Sometimes i cry so hard from pleading , are those tears worth of everything) says:
GOOD !
evangeline says:
damm it so freaking hot xia
ShiLi (Sometimes i cry so hard from pleading , are those tears worth of everything) says:
really ?
ShiLi (Sometimes i cry so hard from pleading , are those tears worth of everything) says:
not jerry yan mehhs ?
evangeline says:
LOLS HE OLD I DON WAN
ShiLi (Sometimes i cry so hard from pleading , are those tears worth of everything) says:
HAHA
ShiLi (Sometimes i cry so hard from pleading , are those tears worth of everything) says:
but he's cute right ..
evangeline says:
HE IS BLOODY YAN DAO
ShiLi (Sometimes i cry so hard from pleading , are those tears worth of everything) says:
jerry yan ?
evangeline says:
yarhs
ShiLi (Sometimes i cry so hard from pleading , are those tears worth of everything) says:
hahaa
ShiLi (Sometimes i cry so hard from pleading , are those tears worth of everything) says:
lzx de best right !
evangeline says:
eeeeeeeee SIWON LARHS
ShiLi (Sometimes i cry so hard from pleading , are those tears worth of everything) says:
NOOOOO
ShiLi (Sometimes i cry so hard from pleading , are those tears worth of everything) says:
lzx :D

Definately hua chi the both of us :x Right , shall end here .

Byeeeeeeeee ^^

Ps. I miss A . Sighs .

2010-03-10T05:31:00.000-08:00

This week has been hectic .
Not as bad as last week though .
Got back some of my test results !
Hoho , managed to pass phy and bio :D
Left chem and geo .
GAMBATE !

Dance today was funx100000000000
Hahah (hop hop kick kick)
But leg pain , blueblack come back again ):

RAWR ,
people have been saying im sloooowwwwwww ><
i'm not okaaay !
Even A is starting to say that too (say i stm somemore)
Must get used to it ~

School's moving back
That coming one week holiday aint doing anything diff to me .
It's mostly pack anyway .
Filled with courses , meetings and last but not least , soft launch .
After that still got dance .
Chiong uhhs ! Huat uhhs !

/covering up everything with a laugh ,
/i'll hold on till the very end ,
/till one day i can't take it .
/if that's what you want out of me ,
/you got it .

Boy oh boy ,
why are things sometimes so hard to solve ..
If only you're there .

♥ , with loveeee

2010-03-06T21:13:00.000-08:00

Happy 1year7months anniversary PartnerWang ♥
Hahaha , time seems to fly so faaaast ,
soon will be 2years le !
We'll last long long :D
Aisini Wang Yuheng

Happy early 3rd month annivesary Sihui heartless de ♥
Don't everything oscillation le lahhs ><
Hahaha ,
stay happy !

Right ,
spent yesterday on homework .
Shitt , never bring home my bio and phy tys !!
Sighs , nvm .

At night went dinner with Mummy and 2 sisters .
Bought alot of things .
Got new file le ! ^^

Last but not least ,
shouldnt forget to write this .

Happy 1st month Alvis.W ♥
Last long with meeeeeeee ,
Lovee you very much ^^
Haha .
Sounds so weird ><

Byeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^

Left standing in the Rain . Alone .

2010-03-05T05:25:00.000-08:00

Right !
Firstly ,

Happy birthday Justin.K !

and of course ,

Happy birthday to meeeee ^^

Thaanks people to all the birthday sms ^^
Thaanks to those wishes on facebook ^^
Thaanks for the presents !
Loveeee's present to me was the best , haha :x

Spent my birthday with Yuheng partner , Sihui heartless de , Mandric , Dexter and Wenhao .
Watched ''Alice in Wonderland'' at CS .
Horrible characters
Their make-up so eewwwww . LOL
Lucky never watch 3D , otherwise will puke .
After that bus home with Wenhao .

At home , open presents .
Shiping wanted to snatch Yuheng gimme de ChipnDale photo album . LOL
Dinner with family .
Tmr maybe going out again ^^

Bio test today was a failure .
Like pleaaaseeee ,
all the test this week sucks ==
All gimme the feeling i can fail ):
Maths tests were the best .
Esp amaths ^^
& yes , i'm the freak that scored better for Amaths dhan Emaths .
But i dun mind . Hahah

Mosquitos are killing me .
So many of them .
Rawr .

-Byeeeee

Caught in a wild whirlwind , idk what to do .
I'm sorry , i can't do anything .
Perhaps , we just to blame it on time or just the fate between the two of us .

Sitting by the steps .

2010-02-26T21:06:00.000-08:00

Right .
Im baaacccckkkk (and better than before ^^)
Supposedly to go out with Elena wifeeee ytd .
But in the end didnt :(
She went badminton with her friends while me went for council camp .
Camp was not as awesome .
So little people go , dhen most all UG people .
My grp was pathetic , 5 people only .
But yeahh , it was alright .
Hope their performance night as good .

Finally got to see A in his full uni .
Not saying my reaction . Hoho

Dinner at Sandy aunty's house .
Not bad lahs .
Fell asleep at thr . Haha
Recently listening to haru haru .
So slow right ? LOL
But the song is niceeee

-Byeeeeee

P.s I love you .

Cause shadows don't last Forever .

2010-02-20T03:55:00.001-08:00

Right ,
thanks very much to the cny goodies .
i'm sick now ==
Throat pain like xue te .
Body aching like xue te .
Eyes burning up .

Sighs ,
his phone no batt .
Can't msg him :(
Miss him lots :x
Haha , bleaahhs .

Been a good girl and studying all these while .
Ohhh btw people ,
u can open up the thing thing up there on this blog .
You see that arrow on your top right hand corner ?
Yeap , press that .

-Byeeee

奇怪的男人總會遇到奇怪的女人
說謊的男人一定會遇到說謊的女人
說我怪脾氣我也覺得妳有問題
亂亂的破默的病態男男女女

衝動的男人總會遇到衝動的女人
愛玩的男人一定會遇到愛玩的女人
尋找刺激搞得自己好多問題
滿了空虛卻迷失了自己

我們忘記了所有的忘記你們容許了所有的容許
男人和女人們都想不起為什麼要在一起
愛情變成了認真的遊戲每個愛玩的人都輸不起
學的太聰明反而變得不聰明

衝動的男人總會遇到衝動的女人
愛玩的男人一定會遇到愛玩的女人
尋找刺激搞得自己好多問題
滿了空虛卻迷失了自己

我們忘記了所有的忘記你們容許了所有的容許
男人和女人們都想不起為什麼要在一起
愛情變成了認真的遊戲每個愛玩的人都輸不起
學的太聰明反而變得不聰明

我們忘記了所有的忘記你們容許了所有的容許
男人和女人們都想不起為什麼要在一起
愛情變成了認真的遊戲每個愛玩的人都輸不起
學的太聰明反而變得不聰明
學的太聰明反而變得不聰明

2010-02-19T06:35:00.000-08:00

Gawd ,
iLove today :D
Was like siaogina today .
Keep laughing and laughing . LOL

Starting of lesson ,
summary test .
Dhen bio lesson .
Folded paper ball (or paper square)
Crap alot with Sihui heartless de .
Dhen recess dhen Maths

Today was mainly a breeze bahhs .
After school stayed in class with Yuheng partner , Sihui , Marcus , Zichang , Wenhao , Oscar and many many more .
Do bits of hw .
Dhen Yuheng and Sihui left with their guys .
Leave me with Marcus , Wenhao and Zichang .
Loiter around and do homework .
Bused home with them too .

Was laughing all the way from school to inter .
Zichang keep making me laugh ~
Dhen Marcus join in also .
Wen Hao like cannot tahan my laughter dhen ask me face the wall ==

Right ,
week8 is here !
Week of test is here ~
Amaths , Emaths , phy
All my killers are here .
Ohh well , gotta face it someday

-Byeeeee

That way i loved You .

2010-02-18T06:35:00.000-08:00

Tiring week it is .
Homework piling up ,
Tests piling up .
Stress level going up Up UP too ><

Ytd was chiong A&E tys till 12am .
Had an awesome nightmare
Dreamt that i was still doing my TYS and was wondering why the hell am i still doing it .
Woke up dhen realize , dream lai de .
Scare me _|_

Morning whole day very sleepy .
Almost fell asleep during Amaths lesson .
PE ran 2.4
Me and sihui faaaiiillled T.T
No stamina . Hehe
Half life gone by the time i finish ==

After school , had phy lesson .
Right , nothing to say le .

Wifeeeee , next Fri
You are mineeeeeeee <3

Out and up .

2010-02-13T20:38:00.000-08:00

Once bitten , twice shy .
Thrice bitten , go and die .

Happy Chinese New Year !
Thanks people for the wishes :D
Not going today to any relative's house .
For the first time .
Sighs ,
shall complete my homework today T.T
Maths and phy TYS is killing me .
Haha
Jiayou !
Wanted to stay up last time , but in the cant tahan .

Poon and Justin.K sms-ed me .
Hahha , Poon sae i nerd !
Gonna hate Justin.K ,
he played almost all the games in Universal Studios already cause he's a worker over thr .
Basket .
Hahah .
Before that ,
chat on the phone with Elena wifeee for like one and half hours .
(Dun miss him too much lahhs wifeee , he'll be back soon ^^)
Keep laughing ,
was badmouthing someone , and i allowed it .
Ohh i dun feel guilty even when im typing this now .
Something is probably very wrong ^^

Idon'tknow ,
is there a probability for a person to dig at a hole at the same point and fall inside thrice .
How ihope , i don't .
It's scaring me .
Things don't feel the same .
i'm going crazy ,
and im seriously serious this time .
Help .

Knock it off .

2010-02-13T03:19:00.001-08:00

Heeeyyy people !
Happy advance valentine's day and Chinese new year ^^
Yesterday was an awesome day .
Jennifer girlF gave me a sweeeet note ( Don't worry girlf , we'll stay in touch ! )
Thanks people for the goodies :D
All want me fat fat . LOL
Cookies , cake , and chocolates .
i'm all prepared to lose my voice .
Addition to the dinner my mum cook for the tuan yuan fan
So many fried food . (LOL)

After school went to find wifee and A
Pei-ed wifee to wait for guy ,
Crap alot with Ting Ming , wifee and A
Dhen trained to airport .

Had lots of fun there .
Wifee was seating at the same place but far far away from me
Went home at about 5+
Sweeeeeeeeeet ~

Right ,
now shall for birthday wishes

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRANDON !

HAPPY advance BIRTHDAY TO BENJAMIN !

HAPPY advance BIRTHDAY TO SHI HAU !

All of you all old already uhhs , mature abit luhh ~

Haha , me so baaadddd

*Currently listening to luo sheng men , credits to A

-Byeeeeeeeeeeeee

♥ you ^^

Star star star

2010-02-07T02:23:00.001-08:00

Star star star

This song is awesome ^^

♥

2010-02-07T01:09:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 1YEAR 7MONTHS YUHENG PARTNER ♥

Love you lahhs ! Hahah . Although we not same class already , but we will stay as partners forever . Although i got 2 more partners , u still the best ^^

Back off .

2010-02-06T23:37:00.000-08:00

Guys are all idiots .
But girls are bigger idiots ,
Cause we fell for the idiots ♥

Righhhttt .
CNY is coming ~
Hahah , my angpaos care coming too :D

Currently recopying my amaths notebook .
Cause its too messy and can take the chance to revise it
And ohh shiit .
I haven do chinese compo and the newspaper thingy .
i want Wangyong baacckkk !
Haha .
Was watching bu liang xiao hua just now .
Comparing it to hptx♥ ,
i prefer bao zhu jie more ==
Hahah

-Bye

Too numb , to hear anything . Anymore .

2010-02-05T05:00:00.000-08:00

Right .
Awesome day is today ^^
School ended pretty fast .
After that , stayed in class studied .
A came too .
Kinda neglect him though . (sry luhhs)
'cause keep finding Jean and Peishi .
Hahah .
Peishi uhhs ~ :D

2pm went down to hall for danceee <3>shiit
But fun !
After dance , had to pangseh ah-teng (sry luhhs)
Cause went to eat with Elena wifee , Prestela , Shirley , Jennifer girlF , Peggy , Paul and Celine etc etc .
Too many people alr . LOL
Ate at Water rise .
The food there is awesome ! :D
Bused home with Elena wifee <33
Halfway , my contact lense drop ==
Lucky she was there to help me see whr is it . LOL

Right shall end here .

-B

2010-02-04T05:18:00.000-08:00

Our sec3 camp performance :D

As cute as always ^^

*oppa oppa i'll be i'll be down down down*

Exit out .

2010-02-04T05:07:00.000-08:00

I don't know how am i going to survive .
Amaths is killing and the bigtest is coming soon .
My shoulder and knee are killing me .
Everytime a pile of homework finishes , another piles up again .
Idk how did Elena wifee's batch cope .
Perhaps , maybe , probably they are not normal humans .
I have no confidence whether the latest batch of dancers will continue our Gold with Honours result .
i'm trying .
Mood swings are getting worse these few days .

Sighs .
Nothing much this few days .
Today stayed back with some of e1 people for the extra maths lesson .
After that bused back with A .
Hoping to get a chance to bus back with ___ soon .
Fingers cross anyway .

-B

2010-02-01T04:26:00.001-08:00

Heeey people !
Hahah , tiring day .
Lessons were alright .
Chem was awesome , played around with the chemical .
'' ehh , your's got crystal lehhs ! ''
If im gonna hear that once more , i'm so gonna kill JiaChen and Kenny Han ==
Today keep ~~guailan~~ me . Haha .
But it's okay , cause i did the same to them too ^^

After did detention duty with Ikah , Amirul and a few more juniors .
Today's detention duty end so early .
Haha .
After detention duty , went over to 4e3 classroom cause ____ wanted to do something for ___
Hahah .
Talked dirty with Ikah infront of the guys .
Can't believe it .
2 girls can be hornier dhen 4 guys .
But one Florence is more dhen enough ^^

After that went down canteen to find Paul .
Juniors went down with me also .
Dhen crap around and studied ssg .
Ah-teng came to find us after a while .
Super jerk sia he . Hahah
Phyllis came and find too .
Me , ah-teng and Zuhri drank her milo . Hahah
After Zuhri left , ate milo powder with Phyllis and ah-teng .

Bused home with A
Right shall end here and continue mugging .

Jiayou :D

i need you . Still as badly . Believe it , or not .

2010-01-31T02:05:00.000-08:00

After finding so long , finding rmb the song name .
Haha , this song is awesome ^^

What's done , cannot be undone .

2010-01-31T01:11:00.000-08:00

Awesome ,
i'm having a Phy test tmr and i can still use the computer .
Prepared to fail it anyway .
Gonna fail it with Sihui and Yonghe ^^

Starting to feel that 2010 aint a good year afterall .
If only tmr will the end of the world instead of waiting till 2012 .
The only good thing is that Show Luo's new album came out . LOL

Wasn't feeling in the exact mood just now .
Must thanks Dexter erzi and HanLi for cheering me up .
Stupid HL , make me feel so stupid .
We 3 played Don't Forget the Lyrics .
Dhen HL test me LZX de songs ,
old songs somemore .
Dhen idk . Lols .

Right , i better get to studying my phy now .
Byeeee ^^

it's forever about you ain't it ?

愛瘋頭

2010-01-29T22:27:00.000-08:00

Had mass run today .
Destination still the same , bedok reservoir .
Bused there with Justin.G .
Hahah , saw him on the bus ^^

Didnt run .
Just walk all the way with Yuheng partner and Sihui heartless de :D
We not the last okay !
Got people slower than us :x
Reached ending point walk walk with them .
Prize giving that time , keep playing with the water gun .
dhen Guan Yi guai lan , keep spraying me with water and throw the grass at me ==
Walked home with Justin.G , Marcus , HanLi , Zichang and Sherman .
All bully me .
Spray me with the water gun .
Cannot tahan , spray back at them .
Justin.G the worst , pour the whole bottle at me .
Lucky i run fast ,
Got away in time .
Hahah ^^

Ohh btw , i found the MV for 愛瘋頭 alr !

Freaking awesome the MV .
Idk , this MV make me love him even more .
Hahah , his eyes ~
*faints*

And another 2 of my fav , 習慣就好

and

搞笑

Although 搞笑 is last year de , i still love it all the same .
Yay ! I'm done

-Byee

~~Somethings never change , no matter how hard you try to change the fact~~

2010-01-29T22:15:00.000-08:00

Heeey people ^^
Deleted my previous blog .
Haven't really finished it .
Tell me your links if you want to be link .
Lost all the previous links .